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The Memory Leak Podcast

Ben and Geron are couple of crusty gamers that want to share there knowledge with the rest of the world. Listen to learn about the history of games, videogame development, and delve into current events.

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Music: Tape Star by Shane Ivers - www.silvermansound.com

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94. Hating Yourself And Hurting Yourself Is Not The Same

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